It's been a while since I've last blogged. How time flies, and how everything seems to be so distant and so dreamlike - it feels so vague that I am doubting if things happened?
It's been one year since we started the project, and the whole thing has kind of ended now, at least for our team. Everyone has moved on. Took me some time to move on too, but I guess I am moving on right now.
My one week leave has allowed me to fill in some pieces in life's never-ending jigsaw puzzle. I also learned that when an aspiration is made, it will be answered someday, perhaps not in the way we have expected, but the answer revealed will be more profound.
Some lessons learned:
- Forgive myself and others, and move on
- I can't control the way people act, react, feel, etc; but I can control my actions, thoughts and speech.
- Difficult people are everywhere - they should not be the reason for a change/escape. Unless I learn how to deal with them, no number of changes will be sufficient
- I need to give more care and love to myself. I do not need to think I'm doing things on behalf of others. This is not selfishness, if I do not care for myself I will not have the capacity to care for others.
- If I do not know what to expect, what the final result should be - then I should fall on the next best guidance - intention. At least get my conscience and intention right, act based on the intention, and let life present the final result
Lastly, however bitter the answer I am getting now, somehow I know it's the answer to the prayer I made to Guan Yin, at Le Shan in Chengdu. It has indeed been a difficult journey to arrive at such "ending/answer".
Well, my advice to myself - remember what I asked for, remember my intention, and I will see the reason behind the answers...
ttg
3 comments:
im ur first ever reply
theman
hmm.. okie, nice to know someone is reading, or someone whom I do not know came across this blog..
thanks for dropping a note :)
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